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Brain Training

There was an ad placed recently on Gumtree to have your brain scanned - the study involves completing some simple computerised tasks during an MRI brain scanning while they monitor your bodily reactions (e.g. heart rate), then a day later, another that involved being connected to EEG brain monitoring equipment whilst you perform simple computer based tasks - of course I applied to both, and why not! The hardest part of these tests is the fact I cant drink coffee for 24 hours!!
Here are my psychological results from the second test: I'm a O76-C52-E79-A10-N71 Big Five!!

Not sure what that really says about me, but I think at this point, I'm too set in my ways. Maybe that's not a bad thing, at least you know what you're getting, most of the time. I do think I'm easily frustrated with myself, the world and life in general - then on other days I wake up and the world seems at peace with me. Do we all have this inner turmoil? Is it just those with artistic temperaments and middle aged women that have severe mood swings!? Or is this an effect of a bi-polar disorder?

Even as a kid, I always shot for the stars. I don't see it as a huge fault, yes, typically I get disappointed when I don't achieve what I want, but by the same token dreaming big doesn't phase me. Speaking to a stranger on the street or pushing for something I believe in has never been an issue, having said that, selling something I don't believe in has. I had a job when I was young selling 'rendition' perfumes that I just didn't buy into at all, and consequently couldn't sell them. But by the same token, I have done work that I believe in 100% and sold it with all my heart, sometimes getting frustrated when people didn't see what I saw.

Typically, I believe in people more than products (unless its Apple), I get pissed off that people aren't invested in enough. I have had the fortune to meet and work with some amazing talent, who are just crying out to be discovered or given a break. Having done; acting, magic and photography amongst other 'creative' jobs, I constantly see the same battles being fought for funding, training, assistance, guidance etc. To address this issue I am currently playing with the idea of starting a co-operative for photographers and looking at finding ways to make the industry more sexy instead of this insular entity that it currently appears to be. See, there I go again, trying to fix the world :/


The big question is: will you EVER be satisfied?!

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I'm Changing and So Is My Life

It is so humid here it makes exercise difficult. Although I was trying as hard as I could, exercise this morning left me feeling a little worn.


I think my pregnancy dream means I am expecting a big change in my life. This change has been apparent to me for months now—i.e. already showing. The change will affect my life in great ways, but it will need to be nurtured and cared for. And I don't have to forget Al. He will always be a part of my life. OK. So what is the change? I'm still trying to figure it out. Is it linked to the way I look? Is it linked to my career? Is it both? Is it that I've lost a lot of weight and things seem to be coming easier to me now? In my dream, the pregnancy was something I didn't know I has until I took a test. What test will I be taking? I don't know. When I get it figured out, I'll let you know.

Yesterday I did some work in front of my house. I toted six 50 pound bags of river rocks from Lowes to my car, and then from my car to the front of my house all by myself. And it didn't wear me out. It actually exhilarated me. I need about 12 more bags. I don't think I can get them all at once though. My little car likely won't hold that much. But I can get at least six at a time. Doing anything is so much easier now. I amaze myself at the amount I'm able to lift and carry.

Well, that's it for today.

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