It's A Biological Thing
I'm here. I've been reading comments and y'alls blogs. What I have been doing is thinking.
After a very long conversation with my sister last night, we came to realizations. She said, "this is really obsessive-compulsive behavior, isn't it?"
"Yes, it is."
The lack of focus, motivation, and willpower. The feeling of being overwhelmed. Not knowing where to start. Or turn. Once I get into a routine, I'm OK. But if anything happens that breaks my focus, I'm doomed. It all comes crashing down.
I do my best when I'm on antidepressants. Yeah, they may not be good for everyone, but when the problem is biological it's probably best to do what you need to do.
So, I'm working on getting my shit together. Next week I have to.
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